I don't know how long I can keep quiet about all these thoughts anymore. It's suffocating me, accumulating day by day. However, I feel really thankful for people that i've met so far and took notice, showing care and concern to me individually. This wasn't really expected from me at all as I'm not someone who is always noticed by people. So yeah. I guess in short, these people motivate me to push my problems aside and stay happy again.